The last couple of months has been a roller coaster ride.
The last two weeks was possibly the most dreadful of them all.
At this point of time, I really don’t know what I want anymore. Aside from working, everything else just feels like a complete mess. If only it was possible, I really feel like just deleting my whole life and restarting it all over again.
Maybe he is right, I need to learn to be alone. Without people around, I wouldn’t have the need to second guess people’s intentions.
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I really feel like disappearing. I don’t feel safe. Every little thing agitates me. Being around new people makes me uncomfortable. I can’t even explain it properly…