Back to digitalised socialing. I’m so drained by all the drama and negativity in reality, I no longer have any faith left to push forward.
I feel absolutely useless cause not only was I unable to provide the positive motivation required to my partner, I’m possibly the cause of the misery.
I just wanna hide under my blanket and stay there forever.
Lost faith, let me whither in despair and evaporated into nothingness, at least for now.